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Dead End EP

by My Own Abyss

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1.
Without Control 04:02
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You've turned my life into fear I've been living in the nightmare And I seemed to get away But you've spread poison with a vengeance Into another generation It's never gonna stop Remaining scars of committed sins They are not going away, nor being erased They live on Running from addiction Every breath is like a lure You were witness to my suffering Now you bring down the pain on you I'm on my knees I can't hold on I can't hold on My hope is gone Been up the hill Now down in the hole I'm back for more Without control The recurring bloody nightmare That reminds me every time of irreversible corruption Growing up from unaware choices Please get me out of here I'm on my knees I can't hold on I can't hold on My hope is gone Been up the hill Now down in the hole I'm back for more Without control I'm living in the nightmare (You've turned my life into fear And I seemed to get away But you've spread poison again It is never gonna end Remaining scars of the sins They are not going away They are not being erased It is never gonna end) I have been up, I have been down And every day I've been in a fight With something that's out of control With my own mind, one deeply lost At age of twelve could've been my end Now you intend to follow me I'm powerless to prevent that Nothing new under the sun I'm on my knees I can't hold on I can't hold on My hope is gone Been up the hill Now down in the hole My world is ending but I keep going back for more Uninterrupted nightmare Lasting since I remember Wake me up from this horror Can't stand it any longer
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The First Nail 03:44
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Bury me alive The only thing in my head is the screaming But I do not hear it Tonight I am standing Standing on the edge of my life My mind tells me to surrender But my heart won't let me I hear too many answers Don't let me ask again I'm sick of trying running from reality I'm sick of living in fear I'm taking the world in my hands Let it all rot There's blood on my hands I don't feel anything It has just begun There's no turning back All lights are on me now I Drive the first nail in the coffin I'm tired of fighting the inevitable And the only thing I'm trying is to obey My heart’s gaining the advantage Is it my slow end? I'm putting all that behind me I am tired of fighting, tired of fighting fate I am no longer trying to hold my breath In the darkness I’ve found light, I know what I wanna be I can poison everything for my own peace In the darkness I’ve found light, I finally feel relieved Drive the first nail in the coffin I'm tired of fighting the inevitable And the only thing I'm trying is to obey I've found light in the darkness I feel relieved I've finally found light in the darkness I feel relieved I've finally found light in the darkness I feel relieved I have finally found light in the dark Now I breathe Wholeheartedly Yeah, And I was suffocating myself Every day But I've found the way, finally found the way Now I can breathe
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Dead End 03:46
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Oh, what a wonderful life Fed by thousands of secrets Lies and broken promises Everything covered by illusions of happiness You think that I don't care? There was hope in my eyes and Hope in these words that you said The empty words that were nothing but just a pipe dream And I've been searching for an excuse But it was just running from the truth How can I presume the innocence of someone who pleads guilty without regrets? And I can see I can hear I can feel that everything around me is not real, is nothing but the road to nowhere So I am dying to escape my fate 'Cause I cannot find myself in me I am dying to escape my fate Cause I cannot find myself in me I had to follow your path Paved with thousands of secrets Lies and broken promises And you still don't see that you're the only one to blame I'm sick of being silent, I'm tired of being nice I'm sick and tired of people telling me to calm down You're not my damn friend You're not in charge here You're weak and worthless All of you will burn There are some problems I need to fix Zero hour ticks Let's get on the stick And I can see, I can hear I can feel that everything around me is not real, is nothing but the road to nowhere So I am dying to escape my fate 'Cause I cannot find myself in me

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Dead End delves into deep experiences of extreme emotions. It tells the story of an internal conflict between the mind and the heart, which ultimately leads a person nowhere.

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released April 5, 2024

Produced and mixed by: Matt Thomas
Mastered by: Joel Wanasek

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Metalcore band from Krakow, Poland, since 2016

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